Jacob 2:3

and ye yourselves know, that I have hitherto been diligent in the office of my calling; but I this day am weighed down with much more desire and anxiety for the welfare of your souls, than I have hitherto been.

You know I have worked hard as your teacher. But today I worry about your souls even more than before.

You know I’ve always been devoted to my calling. But today I’m more burdened than ever. I’m deeply anxious about the state of your souls.